Not because there is anything WRONG with thin white bodies, but because that is what I have been bombarded with and told is beautiful for the last TWENTY YEARS, and in order to undue that wiring I think I need to purge myself of that idea of beauty for a while.
Sorry, I’m just really not interested in white ladies with “perfect” bodies advertised as the highest ideal of beauty. This white lady will never have that body. This pale as fuck white lady is finally disinterested in having that body and would rather not get into a headspace where that is seen as some kind of goal… again.
I’ve seen enough of that shit already, thanks.
Yaaa I need to write out my feeling about this later.