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RBI focuses on using expressive writing, design-oriented work, photography, media, research, and community input to fuel fat positive, body acceptance, discussion, and outreach. Our goal is to redefine the way we view and think about body image, size, fat, discrimination, health, fitness, wellness, mental/chronic illness, stigma, and other related topics.

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TW: Weight loss

So, I just read your calling for submissions. Here is mine.

One of my best friends, my brother’s future wife, is a size 4. Today we went to H&M and she found this beautiful trench coat for $30. I’m a size 20, and Old Navy doesn’t even carry size 20s; at least not the one we were at. I almost started crying. I was finally becoming okay with my body the way it is, but now I’m heart-broken again.

Their wedding is in 5 months, and I’d like to lose weight. I’m also terrified that no one will ever love me without losing weight. I’m hoping to lose 10 pounds a month, with my ultimate goal of dropping 70 pounds. I will never be a skinny girl, but I want to be a beautiful woman. And I don’t think being best friends with a small girl will ever make me feel like that. But I love her, and I hate that I’m jealous of her body. 

I want to feel pretty.

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submission from angelsforashes